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It’s January. January 23rd to be exact. And I still haven’t gotten with “the program.” I think my last year’s theme of Rest didn’t cease on December 31 and I am still in rest mode. Yet it is time to move on to another life theme. Because, I realize that God indeed gave me rest for my body and soul, refreshment for my mind and heart, and I now feel quite rejuvenated.
Just last week, I almost bought a new home. The word new may be a bit misleading. The home was built in 1966 and it looked like nothing had been done to the home since the ‘80s. Yes, it was a complete fixer upper – but thankfully my husband and my God had better sense than I did – and I didn’t get what I thought was a desire of my heart. One week later – my BFF reminded me that we should be extremely thankful when God doesn’t give us what we think we want in the moment.
But, oddly enough, the desire to pack up all our belongings and move two blocks down the street to fix up a fixer upper was attractive to me – making me realize it’s time to lean into 2015.
That was the first lesson – rest over, get moving!
I came away from that experience with other lessons, not to mention a renewed gratitude for the cozy home the Lord did give us 21 years ago.
Another lesson from this fun adventure was that I sensed the Lord was telling me: you CAN have that house if you want it, BUT I don’t want you to have it. You see, the house was auctioned off – and my generous husband was the highest bidder – however, the highest bid was not enough for the sellers. We were given the sole opportunity to offer more but that is when we both realized that God was in the midst of our decision and His answer was NO.
[My husband came to the realization that I was looking at too much Property Brothers.]
Having this sole opportunity also made me think that God often says, ok, you can have what you want – but you’re not going to want it later. It was another one of those lessons that He has shown me over and over again in my life: His ways truly are higher than mine.
So, one week later, sitting in my cozy, closed-concept livingroom that was remodeled, floor to ceiling, 4 short years ago, I am experiencing shalom. The kind of shalom I get from realizing that God is watching over me, protecting me from all sorts of things that would seek to rob me of my shalom.
Thank you Holy God. The nearness of You is my strength.
All That Thrills My Soul 
Your message is very timely…as we are praying about a possible move. I am asking God to clearly show me if I am basing it on my will or His? Although there are practical needs involved…is the root of it my discontent? Your words challenge and encourage me to pray and LISTEN some more… 🙂
Thank you so very much, dear friend!
I’ll pray too JM. I love it when He says yes, but in this case I’m still loving the No. May you get His lavish answer soon.
So is the new theme, Shalom?!?!
It should be a decade theme! Really want to write a blog on Shalom eventually! And after seeing all you fabulous women, it made me want to write on yearly mottos too! You all were a balm to my soul. Thank you my old, young friend.